Saturday, July 28, 2007

More on fear, creativity and other stuff

I like the connection between fear and creativity. It seems like there is room to complete the theory though as there are other ingredients.

Couple months ago after one of my meditation classes I arrived to the conclusion that compassion a word that is very important in Buddhism is by latin origin sharing the passion. This thought triggered me to do the following diagram:



Basically I inferred kind of the same as SK, that fear is the base of all the bad and the direction to go is passion and compassion (later I added freedom) and I guess creativity would be there too. On the side of fear I also added doubts and "mandatos". "Mandatos" not sure how to say it in English are those "external goals" or commitments you get mostly from parents when you're a kid (also other figures).

When I read SK's post about fear being the root of all evil, I kept thinking there should be something else underlying it, and I think that is attachment (very Buddhist thought as well ;). That's why I added freedom on the good side.
The other thing SK suggests is faith as opposed to fear. I understand the faith we're talking is the non-religious faith we use on a daily basis: faith that our car will be out there when we leave for work, faith that there will be a tomorrow when we wake up, faith that the world will still exist when we wake up, etc. I still don't totally buy into faith being the answer and complete antidote to fear, detachment (can someone explain me why attachment has two tts and detachment only one???) which leads to freedom seems to be another avenue. I don't need faith, as I don't care, because I'm detached and ready to live(die) whatever is out there for me. Maybe if I have passion (here's a partial relation to art) I don't fear and I don't attach because I'm in the present moment creating and living by my passion/com-passion.

Just to complete the picture of my diagram, in what would be a different direction, for some reason, I placed Ego and Self esteem as two opposites where the desirable direction would be to go from Ego to Self esteem. I'm not sure they run in a different channel than other pairs as fear/creativity ...

There are some other disconnected thoughts I have on creativity I want to bring into the picture.
1. I did a post some time ago in my other blog about creativity expanding when the left brain is sleepy: http://evoluzination.blogspot.com/2007/06/lets-party-left-brain-is-sleepy.html
2. I have some notes from some time ago, where I was exploring the world of dreams (big subject!). As I was trying to have lucid dreams I started by remembering dreams and paying attention to them and as I started writing what I could remember I realized that dreams themselves might have the power to unlock creativity and bump it to new levels as well as a door to unconscious knowledge. I even started to wonder if accessing dreams might be the "healthy LSD", as dreams seem to have the same symbolic and messagistic (why does this word not exist??) power than LSD has. They are in a sense an hallucination.

Anyway, just some thoughts around those subjects ...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

My Theory on the Root of All Evil

The root of all evil?

I'm sorry. That's a pretty bold statement, and I apologize right off. Seriously...but at the same time, I seriously think I've found a fairly bold connection that I've pursued for more than 25 years.

Of course, 'money' has been called the root of all evil. Over time, it's become understood that it's the 'fear of the lack of money' that is more likely considered the root of all evil. But let's break that down.

It's really, more simply 'fear', which is at the root of all evil.

I think that's fair enough to say, but it's not that simple.

There is a notion that 'fear' is the most powerful negative energy, and this notion can be supported by examining fear's expressions.

The fear of scarcity expresses itself as greed.
The fear of survival expresses itself as violence.
The fear of being unloved expresses itself as hate.

I'm sure the seven deadly sins can all find their basis in fear, if we take the time to examine them all. But for this argument, fear's expressions can clearly be seen, and they can equally be termed evil expressions., certainly all of those above. Those are fearful expressions.

In that we can identify fearful expressions, we can also identify their opposite. We'll get to naming the opposite quality of fear in a moment.

But the identity of fear and its expressions begs the questions, "what causes this basis of fear?" and "how do we abate or overcome it?" That's the pursuit I spoke of.

In this pursuit, I've founded some conclusions toward the essence of expression. Expression - what is it and where does it come from?

This now calls for the following diagram - my discovery tonight.

It's known, as best as science can profer, that the brain is divided into two halves - each possessing a unique quality labeled either 'analytical' or 'intuitive'. [diagram 1 - upper left]

My theory suggests the pool of creativity or inspiration awaits us - all to equal potential. [diagram 2 - to the right]

The need for the expression of itself is an inherent quality of creativity or inspiration. It needs expression - and that is its only need.

The brain channels that pool of creativity through itself through either of its two channels - analytical or intuitive. [diagram 3]

Inspiration has the potential to flow through the brain - and its channels - and outpour through those channels' respective outlets - our creative outlets. [diagram 4]

*And here's the critical discovery* If these outlets are discovered, nourished, developed and enabled in each of us such that creativity can "pour" through us - a common expression of the creative genius is that creation is not their own, but rather they are a vessel through which creativity and inspiration pours - then we have the capacity to become healthy, prolific, creative and inspired beings.

This creativity or inspiration can be expressed as art, as science, as commerce, as nurture, as love - otherwise known as "healthy expressions." [diagram 5 - lower left]

However, if our creative outlets are blocked, retarded, immature or so malnourished that they are decrepit and disfunctional, then our creativity is blocked from its healthy expression. It builds up pressure and yet seeks an outlet. [diagram 6 - to the right]

Ok - now let's get back to fear and its opposite once again. We know fear by its expressions. But to really know fear, we must know its opposite, much the way darkness can be defined by light.

What is the opposite of fear? I propose it is an equal quality, known as 'faith'. Carefully consider this quality. What is faith and in what do we have faith?

We can have faith in our place in the world. We're secure.
We can have faith in our abundance. We're safe.
We can have faith in our works that they serve a good purpose. We're happy.
We can have faith in our blessings; faith in ourselves; faith in our existence.
We can have faith in eternity or infinity.

It's important to note - faithfulness does not belong in a Church or in a subscription to any Deity. Faith is to live without fear. It's that simple.

There is no fear in a faithful heart.

So how is faith expressed? I believe faith is expressed by creativity channeled through the mind. As the channels allow inspiration to rise through the mind, and if levels of mind can be conceived - supported by the notion of 'higher-mindedness' being that which is noble - the opposite of which is 'lower-mindedness' or animal or base - then through creativity steeped, bubbling and awashed in the highest reaches of the mind through channels with outlets open and spewing forth, we can see the manifestations of faith:
in 'inspired' art;
in compassionate commerce;
in ever expanding discovery and scientific application;
in loving, nurturing and tutoring - especially of children, but of all who need to receive nurturing and tutoring - namely all of us.

Faithful expression = creative expression = a boon to the world.

And thus, the opposite of faithful expression being fearful expression - destructive expression - comes not through healthy, creative outlets but rather through damaged, unhealthy bursted, wounds, scars, explosions. A volcano of base animal instincts in which creativity merely soaks against the lowest levels of mind and yet charged with the need to express bursts forth through fearfilled expression.

So what's the answer? The answer is the premise for which I've pursued justification all my adult life. Essentially, "why is there art?" "Why is creative expression important to society? "

This is why. Creative expression - either via art; athletics; commerce; teaching; etc. - is the saving grace to our otherwise destructive tendencies. Without healthy outlets, nurtured and developed in each of us, we are destined to express ourselves destructively, in unhealthy ways.

That's the conclusion and the rationale.

We need the arts and sciences. We need healthy, abundant and faithful trade. We need to help one another and the hope that springs from having helped. We need to maintain faith and hope and love. And the key to that maintenance is the healthy expression of the infinite, unlimited supply of inspiration. We must allow it to steep in the mind to its highest levels and pour out as healthy creative expression given to the world.

That's the purpose of art - it's an outlet.
That's the purpose of science - it's an outlet.
That's the purpose of athletics - it's an outlet.
That's the purpose of commerce - it's an outlet.

...and as long as there is faithful expression by these means, they will benefit the world. It's only fear and its expression that turn these skills and assets into destructive means.

Thus we need to support and teach the arts and sciences with more than their skill in mind. We must teach their purpose.
They are a creative outlet essential to our own survival.